Flowers

This was my first sweet flower from a sweet guy. I forgot what the date it was. But i really remember what his reason to gave me this flower. He was so sorry with his fault that when the one of my friend had a surprise at school then he spread cream cake into my face. In fact, i did it first to his face. He was just replied my stupid behavior. Then my face was full of cream cake, it made me absent to my science's class. I've asked permission to my mom, but i surprised my mom was angry. Then i tell him that my mom angry to it was because you. But I'm just kidding. He was so sorry, then promise me to gave a flower. He keep his promise! Lovelove. Well this flower was just a sign that he was so sorry. No more :-)

Then this, was a second flower i got from him. Still same guy who was so faithful :] but when i received this flower i didn't care enough. I got still angry with him for his big big fault that made me lost my feel for him. He gave me this flower with a bar of cadburry chocolate hmm i hadn't take the picture of that chocolate. I spent it as soon as possible! Really sweet. I started to away from him when it was final test on my school. Every student studied hard, but no for him. He studied easier and always thought that his friend will gave him a answer key. I didn't like his way to thinking! I wanna saw his try. I didn't like if he asked me so many number that was so disturbing me! I got angry really angry. Then he came to my house to give this one. Thanks :p

Next, this wasss the third!! And the last i thought. 30 April was his birthday but i didn't give him a surprise or a gift maybe. How damn i am! That day, i didn't think about him at all. I didn't think about what gift should i give to him. Sorry :( because there was someone who fill my heart except him. I regret to choose him than you. I want you now. Then the last night day of april bring a love. He said it to me! In front of my house. Would you be my girl? A simple word that i've wait a long time ago. But he's too late. I have promise to someone else. I didn't have to break my promise. Then easily i said no i wouldn't, sorry. He asked why? I just answered never mind. Then he went back home bring a bad news. I destroyed his heart and his day :-(

There is nothing to regret, just a need to make it better and not repeat it twice.

Love, Agnes