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Selasa, 28 Desember 2010

Life

hello hellow helloooowwwwhhhh hallaw hallow hallaowwwwhhhh, siapa ini?
eci om...
edi?
eci! c c c charli
oh charli...
waaaaaa ada break ada kitkat *iklan bentar mambray*

Hello guys...
I'm better now! i'm available!
I ended this relationshit. Oh sure i'm waiting for this. You know? I lose my feel for you and i'm so sorry. I realize that i just like you i'm not care i'm not loving you, so badly! Oh god forgive me. I know this mistakes again. Same with past:( besides i've promise to you if i get a bf i'll loving him with care. Then what's happened now? i'm not loving him with care. I'm not grateful . He so make me really bored with his way. I've breaking my promise to you god. But i always don't want if you wanna punish me. I never wanna promise to you again if i just breaking my own promise. How bad am i on your eyes god? So i know well FACT(s):
  • I never feel satisfied to everything that i had done
  • I often breaking my promised! i can't be trusted
  • I easily apologize but i repeat my mistakes again and for many time
  • I do not grateful
  • I lied to my self
  • I suck
  • I bad
  • I'm selfish
  • I'm bored
  • I haven't found my true love...


But god always forgive but it doesn't mean you can easily against the rules of life.
Life is difficult. It just how do you deal with that rules. You will say yes for a better life or you say yes for a fuck life?

Senin, 27 Desember 2010

Vs Malaysia

Hadeuh kecewa nih sama timnas pas lawan malaysia di bukit jalil. 3-0 amboooooy rasanya! pertamanya masih 0-0 tuh padahal si gonzales udah ngegolin 1 tapi ternyata dia mendahului saudara saudara! ooooow kecewa jadinya ga diitung golnya hupt terus pas abis markus marah gara-gara matanya dilaser mulu sadap curang amet dah lu malingsia sportif bisa kale haaaaaah?????? terus pertandingannya kan berenti sekitar 6 apa 9 menit gitu. Terus malaysia ngejamin ga akan ada laser sama mercon lagi pek deuh. Akhirnya pertandingan dilanjutin beberapa menit kemudian jeng jeng jeng safee10 ngegolin goooool gila tuh suporter malaysia langsung bersorak sorai. Pertama gua biasa aja ama si markus oh selow baru 1 kasian juga si markus kan. eh ga lama ga lama ga lama ashari26 ngegolin lagi waaah dari cara jaganya si markus udah ga niat gitu hadeuh gua kesel ama si markus maneh teeeeh. sementara malaysia udah 2-0 kedudukan indonesia masih 0 besar! terus indonesia terus berusaha buat menciptakan gol berkali kali arif, bustomi melakukan tendangan namun gagal. oktomania pun jarang keliatan berlari kencang kayanya indonesia bener bener grogi! mentalnya udah di ancurin sama malaysia. terus menit ke 73 baru aja gua bilang 'kalau sampe 3-0 mah ga lucu lu kus!' ternyata gooooool safee10! peeek udah 2 kali ngegolin dia. haduh benget si markus kalau bola udah gol aja pelongo kaya hayam pelung. liat atuh kiper malaysia patut diacungi jempol dia mah walaupun ga terlalu tinggi tapi tanggung jawab di dada. emang bagus sih tim malaysia tapi kita aja pernah ngalahin dia 5-1 jadi jangan pernah nyerah! namanya juga pertandingan ada yang menang ada yang kalah tapi kalau dipikir pikir kaya udah ada skenario yang disusun rapi tuh sama malaysia, kan abis markus marah marah gara gara laser sama mercon itu langsung gol dari pemain malaysia berturut-turut itu sengaja kayanya ngancurin mental indonesia dulu! Gua liat di infotaiment sih katanya pas vietnam atau laos lawan malaysia pas semifinal juga dilaserin gitu. terus ada juga pelatih apa gitu juga dilaserin juga. alus sia macan malayanying! misalkan lu menang juga kemenangan lu haram jadah nyaho. yaaa semoga nanti tanggal 29 di gbk indonesia skornya bisa melebihi 3-0 lah semoga 4-0 atau 6-0 ok irfan, gonzales, hamka, ridwan yang mirip narji, nasuha, bustomi, okto arif yang udah mulai bagus mainnya. Salut sama arif kan katanya arif itu cadangan tapi kemaren mainnya aduh good banget bangga banget euy. Jaba mah dia nomer 14 lagi aaaaaa ayo semangat buat di gbk! Semoga suporternya ngebales perbuatan malaysia tuh mampus! Eh tapi gua liat di infotaiment juga masa katanya warga malaysia yang dateng ke indonesia cuman dikit wekaweka sieun lain? boooook! mangkanya jangan belagu so lu! pajuin buru jangan ngeremehin indonesia lu walaupun rakyat kismin kaum marjinal juga punya nama dalam silat menyilat. sampe hari gini katanya baru 60 ribu tiket yang dipesen dari malaysia. mau jadi apa 60 ribu? hah? kemaren aja indonesia ke malaysia 15 juta lu. walaupun tiket mahal juga jabanin demi indonesiaku. Garuda di dadaku! Semoga indonesia menang di piala AFF 2010 Amin

Minggu, 26 Desember 2010

Indonesia


For my beloved country Indonesia :-)
Go my Ina!
GARUDA DI DADAKU
GARUDA KEBANGGAANKU
KU YAKIN HARI INI PASTI MENANG

Jumat, 24 Desember 2010

Sensitive

I'm the highly sensitive person
I'm the highly sensitive person
I'm the highly sensitive person

You're the highly sensitive person
You're the highly sensitive person
You're the highly sensitive person

I don't wanna be a highly sensitive person! Don't be proud if people judge you like that
All people never like to be a friend of a sensitive person
Gamau gamau gamau! Aku pengen banyak temen aku pengen disukain orang-orang aku pengen jadi orang yang asik aku pengen jadi ramah aku pengen jadi baik Aku gamau gadisukain orang-orang aku gamau jadi orang yang ga asik aku gamau jadi orang yang ga ramah aku gamau jadi orang yang ga baik Aku gamau cepet marah lagi aku gamau egois aku gamau nyebelin
Semoga aku bisa ubah semuanya, semua sifat burukku. But no bodies perfect :) Just forgive please *soimnya dewa banget kan pake aku... wekaweka

I mean something








What i mean? Find out

Selasa, 21 Desember 2010

She's 2nd grade

My cousin's made for her mom


Hppy mother's day

My Sweet Mother

My mother is so sweet
Sweeter than all the sweets you eat'
She is Gentle and kind
and works by using her mind.
Her ears are sharp like a knife
and she is a perfect wife.
If someone is in need, oh dear
My sweet mother is always there.


hand made for you mom

Selamet Hari Ibu mamaaaaaake...
Maaf ya kalau agnes suka ngeselin
, Maaf ya kalau agnes suka minta duit mulu, Maaf ya kalau agnes suka males, Maaf ya kalau agnes suka bohong, Maaf ya kalau agnes suka ngelawan Maaf :)



Minggu, 19 Desember 2010

IPS

Dan terulang lagi kau sakiti aku yang tlah percaya (percaya)
Dan akhirnya kini hatiku tak ada sedikit pun rasa (yang tersisa)
Daripada lama-lama ku jadi gila (ja ja ja jadi gila)
Baiknya cepat-cepat berpisah

Janganlah kau salah aku bukan putus asa
Tapi ingin putus saja karena tak cinta
Sudah tak bisa denganmu

Tak cuma sekali sering kita putus cuma sehari (terus kembali)
Berkali kau janji mau berubah malah semakin parah (bikin marah)
Daripada lama-lama ku jadi gila (jadi gila)
Baiknya cepat-cepat berpisah

Janganlah kau salah aku bukan putus asa
Tapi ingin putus saja karena tak cinta
Sudah tak bisa denganmu

Janganlah kau salah aku bukan putus asa
Tapi ingin putus saja karena tak cinta
Sudah tak bisa denganmu

Bukan putus asa, cuma ingin putus saja
Ingin putus saja

Janganlah kau salah aku bukan putus asa
Tapi ingin putus saja karena tak cinta
Sudah tak bisa denganmu

Janganlah kau salah aku bukan putus asa
Tapi ingin putus saja karena tak cinta
Sudah tak bisa denganmu

Sabtu, 18 Desember 2010

Realizing

Sometimes i hate, i really hate, i very hate, i so hate my best friend! Just because a love story and a boy. It happened just for a few minutes but in that few minutes my best friend really change like a best backstabber in the world. I sure i must i should throw away this my bad character. My ego hasn't always need to followed. Just follow if it needed. I can't if i must hate my best friend. She's my best friend make me laugh when i sad. Think about the good things she's done...


-Mirror is my bestfriend because if i laugh it laughed but it never laugh when i cry-

Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

Love

12-12-10
Ilysm Luthfi Nur Ihsan:*
Everlasting!

I hope i can be a special gift for your birthday

Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010

Not sure yet

Hello boy, well i know now

Just if i wish someday you'll be with me, it doesn't mean you don't love her again and you've forget her, you've erase her name! I believe it will happen. Just killing me softly

Well i heart you... but not for sure:(

Quotes

“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”

I HEART THIS QUOTES MUCH. This is yours W ☹ I must be awake that you had gone...

Minggu, 05 Desember 2010

Broken

You had asked me to wait. So, now, I'll wait. Till your heart turns back to me. I would still say, I LOVE YOU.

What happend to everything you promised? Oh i forgot they were just words:)

Why do you do this to me? Why do you treat me this way? Ohh i know why, because im not her:)

Don't promise the things or any words if you can't do it because love knows how to get tired and can be impatient in the end...

Believe in you

I heart you, you love her
I like you, you like her
I miss you, you miss her

So, how is it now? I've started to like you. But you now so far:( i've know from the first that you never care. After i have feeling for you, he comes with care with kindness that i hope from you. i don't see from the physical. You and him are same. I don't want to say that he is more handsome cause i know you can be more than him. you can more special in my heart but i just need your try. you do like you never do. So just please i trust on you, i'm not sure yet to him. i say once again that i just need your try! i believe in you...




Laugh

:D :D :D

#random

Tobat Maksiat


Wali Band
Unyuuuu ˆ⌣ˆ

TOMAT

Dengarlah hai sobat
Saat kau maksiat
Dan kau bayangkan ajal mendekat
Apa kan kau buat
Kau takkan selamat
Pasti dirimu habis dan tamat

Bukan ku sok taat
Sebelum terlambat
Ayo sama-sama kita taubat
Dunia sesaat
Awas kau tersesat
Ingatlah masih ada akhirat

Astafighrullahal’adzim

Ingat mati, ingat sakit
Ingatlah saat kau sulit
Ingat ingat hidup cuman satu kali

Berapa dosa kau buat
Berapa kali maksiat
Ingat ingat sobat ingatlah akhirat

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

Pandanglah ke sana
Lihat yang di sana
Mereka yang terbaring di tanah
Bukankah mereka
Pernah hidup juga
Kita pun kan menyusul mereka

Astafighrullahal’adzim

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim
Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim



Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010

Rose



Love planted a rose, and the world turned sweet.

If you want to say it with flowers, a single rose says: "I'm cheap!"

One rose says more than the dozen.

The rose and the thorn, and sorrow and gladness are linked together.

Jumat, 03 Desember 2010

Lonely


Take me somewhere
Where there is only me there
And i wanna scream louder
That i'm lonely!!!
If you're lonely i want accompany you
Now and forever
Cause i love you
And I'll hug you
Wanna swing with me? :)


There's no good story without romance
-Stephenie Meyer-

Just The Way You Are

Just The Way You Are
Bruno Mars


Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Pict


Unfair

Hell

Eh sebenernya setiap orang bener gak sih punya kekurangan sama kelebihannya masing-masing :(. Kayanya ngga deh... ko gua ga punya kelebihan apa-apa
☹ kekurangannya ngejublek. Ya Allah maaf, bukan ga bersyukur tapi kayanya gua mesti di rukiyah nih kayanya. biar gua kembali bersyukur dan tersadar. Abis lama-lama semakin keliatan perbedaan di dunia ini ea ea ea. Banyak yang cantik, pinter, jago ini jago itu. Multi talenta. Misalkan bandingin ama gua, gua udh kaya debu aja yg tinggal dikemocengin. Yakan? Ada yang cantik, pinter, kaya gitu gitu kan bikin sirik. Sedangkan sirik perbuatan tidak terpuji. Terus gimana yah kayanya pikiran gue blm sampe situ buat mikir sejauh itu. Tapi emang ga ngerti. Diatas langit masih ada langit, di bawah langit juga masih ada langit ternyata. Terus gue gatau ada dibelah mananya langit. Dipelosok kaum terpinggirkan meren yak. Terus buat orang yang cantik, pinter jago ini jago itu kayanya gua gatau kekurangan dia apa coba ya Allah? kayanya udah perfect bgt ah. Beda sm gue yg ga bisa apa apa gapunya prestasi lagi. Misalnya dia banyak temen, banyak yang suka, sifatnya baik, pinter, rajin, asik, jago dibidang apa aja. Maunya apa atuh orang kaya gitu? Ga ada kekurangannya. Huft semoga ada hikmahnya ya Allah amin hehehe

Maaf post ini gaje parahnying. Agy labiel wkwkwkw


Rabu, 01 Desember 2010

Not sold wekaweka

Welcome December :) ❤
I just don't have boy friend for 6 months. wkwkwkwkw how badly i am. unlucky girls! But single not always mean not sold, just looking for the best of the best that cans be an everlasting!
Decemberwish he loves me :p and god, you know all...